I've spent so much time being nothing. Feeling nothing,
yet seeing all my dreams not come true. So I was ready to change that. I had
reached my turning point; the realization. The great irony I
silently narrated all along was now finally stated, publicly stated and if I
was to be a cliché, I was going to be a good one. But I now questioned just
which cliché I would be? You see I came to realize that some people are meant
to puzzle, to be abstract and different and make people think; to inspire with
only the sheer complexity of their beauty, or their mind or their story.
And some people aren’t.
You see, some people
are that indie band, that band who plays
the best music you’ve ever heard, who writes all their own songs, and whose
lyrics make you feel the most. That band you quote in your Facebook status, and
get 10 likes and feel cool, because everyone thinks it’s original, cause
they’ve never heard that song before, but you never really tell them cause it’s
your little secret. And sometimes you mutter their name in a discussion about ‘real
music’, but never too loudly because you don’t want them to be revealed cause
they’re yours. Some people are that indie band. But some people aren’t. Some
people instead, are mainstream. Some people are pop stars. Everyone knows them.
Everyone seems to hate them yet we buy all their albums or at least someone, some
where’s buying all their singles and we know all their songs. Everyone has an
opinion, yet we can all concretely agree on who wore it better. Everyone
pretends to not care. But we all do,if only peripherally. They are talentless,
we say, with or without an audience, yet we sing their songs at the top of our
lungs as we drive in our cars, or wash ourselves in our showers.
Some people are pop stars but some people aren’t.
Some people are that foreign film, in that language you
never heard of, but confuse it for another language until you Wikipedia it and
find out you were wrong. That film where most of your effort was spent keeping
up with the subtitles, yet you cry at the climax and applaud at the end, and
tweet that it was the best movie
you’ve ever seen. Some people are that foreign film. But some people aren’t. Some
people instead are that blockbuster. That big budget picture where more effort
was spent getting that six pack than rehearsing their lines, not that the
dialogue said much to begin with, and if we’re honest we really don’t mind
because as we watch we’re all just really waiting on that tank to explode. It
won’t win any awards, except maybe for sound editing, cause making things go
boom is an art in itself, but at least two thirds of your friends will know at
least one fourth of the cast and five sixth of the plot without even watching
one eighth of the film so there’ll be some healthy debate, at that weekly catch
up you dread going to, although you always have the best time.
Some people are that
blockbuster, but some people aren’t.
You see I’ve come to
realize that some people are the great American novel, timeless, classic, and
provocative. Well, as provocative as you can be, being written several decades
ago; our literature teacher’s kind of book. You know the standard to which we
proclaim all contemporary work as inferior although you can’t really recall
truly enjoying reading them. You also can’t recall the last three chapters because
you didn’t finish them. You know the endings so it’s fine. Or so you would
justify it. Some people I realized were the Great American novel, but I also
realized some people aren’t. Some people, instead, are this week’s issue of US
Weekly or People, current and swiftly becoming not even that. Dated, detached,
yet we revel in every second, because despite our best efforts we all kind of want
to know whether tribal prints are hot or not; because we can’t really tell for
ourselves. And we get more enjoyment out of speculating that this actress’
picture is photo shopped (because we all know it is, I mean who looks like that
in real life? Um No one!) than we care to admit.
I came to realize that some people are sometimes inherently’
greater’ than others, somehow more than
others, complex and fascinating, while others are less, less complex and less
fascinating. Simple yet appreciated. I came to realize that life wasn’t a case
of right or wrong or even of winners or losers, it was about acceptance,
allowing oneself to be content in being more or less. I came to realize that this life, our life,
may be one of irony.
The story was already written, life is simply a matter of
how committed we are to telling it word for word.
By: WerepupJeremy
*Photography provided by the impeccable Melissa Cheng!
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